Hello from the other side!
It happened the day before yesterday when I was trying to get myself back to life after experiencing all sorts of things during the past few days. I was doing a heavy breath Yoga and was trying to release all this pain in my chest…I usually meditate in the end of the sequence to relax my body completely and let go of everything that doesn’t serve me at this point.
This time it was different. I’ve been invited to my own space (I’ve got sort of a castle but not a castle in the astral realm and it’s got an open top space - as it doesn’t rain in the astral realm it was a good idea to create it to be able to learn from different spirits).
All of a sudden i see my old self right in front of me, tired, exhausted, wanting to let go of all the struggles - this was an invitation to take the learnings and release the old self… I didn’t feel like ego death that I’ve experienced before, it felt more like a release.
After this my spirit team appeared and said that now its fully my body and i can leave my life in peace and make the human world a better place with all my creations as there is a lot of beauty in them and they resonate a lot of energy which this world needs. I couldn’t even cry, i felt like a big part of me just died…
Instructions for the next few days were to let it settle which I’m experiencing now. Within this I perceive life better in present, there is no nudge to go down the rabbit hole again like it always was, I am here and I am a full being now with higher self integrated into my body.
Stay tuned, i guess..
P.s.: we had an event at work yesterday and the administrator of the restaurant felt my shift and sent me a long message this morning how good he felt charged up with my energy. He got stuck in my world till good 3 am and wrote a poem in the end! So i do inspire people and it’s very good to know. Now i’ve been shown spaces in London where I could put my paintings, i just need to speak to some people and i guess it could be possible :) Would you show up on the exhibition if I make one in London this year?
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